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Sunday, November 30, 2008



also, so long. Baby dont it make you sad?


YESYES.
tmw's the day like omgosh finally.
YAYNESS i swam like forever, again! today. pleased w myself.
ben i talked to you for like what, 3h thats quite a feat alr.
i knw your dirrrrty little secrett you dumbass.
sry fr procrastinating la. vivo alr? sry alr la! :x

ANW i've been homing recently and it feels gooood.
spent hella lots time w my mumsie&dadsie.<33
teehee. and i've got a new watch and its BLING YO.
my slippers are BLING and my belt is BLING aswell like omgosh la so lovin' them.

nooooooo my december will be burnt if i start work D:
no more shopping no more sleeping no more chillin'. wts.
but what i'll get in return, at the expense of all these, i likey.
is $$$$ hehe.

WTH LA I STILL DO NOT HAVE MONEY TO BUY EFFING CLOTHES STILL
SOMEONE SAVE ME ):

sophia baby i'll be meeting you tmw & i'll be givin you yr xmas pres
so you should love me to the moon and back hehe.
aww its ok i love you too
HAAHAH.
okay BYEyo.

p.s: beatrice i miss you and our crazy days ):


6:37 PM

Saturday, November 29, 2008



So much we could've had


Because I told you, you would live to regret it
Now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart I have left a mark
The best you never had


Anws, life's good so far but it'll suck nxt week on ): i have work. zomg. yeah like hopefully i could postpone it to nxt week man. so i'll hv more time for my sis.
omg. BIG SIGH.

i miss a friend. super great friend.
zy you still angry? i'm sorry. even though i knw you wouldnt be reading this.
but thank you for putting your heart and soul into our friendship.
from time, to patience, to endurance, to cash.
you never held back any ounce, that you could give to us.
i wouldn't be who i am today, without you.
really missed our friendship.

okay so i'll be starting to get real busy in a few days time so wth.
the fact that i'm gna have 5 jabs, finally reeled into me and its really scaring me shitless.
omggggggggg.
BUTBUT i'm meeting sophia on monday like zomg finally.
interview on monday aswell.

and i'm so unhappy because i havent bought ANY clothe for myself, besides working apparels.
i'm heartbroken la wth. plus i'm really really really really really cashless.
HOW TO BUY LIKE THAT.
i'm gonna swear alr.
DAMN IT.
i want clothes i want shoppe ):

/edit: gng with lyn to scour orchard on christmas eve ILOVEYOU hehe. YIPPEE.

//edit: gng bugis in the evening with daddy&mummy YAY. hehe.
i'll be redying my hair in jan. WOOHOO. c'mon man show me sme real colour <3



10:21 AM

Friday, November 28, 2008



captain of my soul


YIPEE. finally, the interview i've been looking forward to- Monday.
&& the doc's appt on tues. gosh. i can feel the blood draining from my head everytime i think about this. but hell, i gotta get past this sooner or later so heck it.

omgosh i've been so so tired lately, and the only thing that keeps me going is
*drumrolls* SLEEP.
yeah srsly, i could sleep like. 15hours a day cus im really that worn ):

anw gng swimming tmw again, earlyyyyyyy morning.
btw 90210 is nice. on axn. also the most featured Heroes Season 3.
teehee. axn rocks la.

anw i've been sortin' out certain thoughts. coincidentally, came upon this song which ranked champion in the UK charts.
damn it Beyonce's nailed this one.

to all suckers who, prolly say, predominate nearly whole of the male population.



If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy


6:42 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008



chocolates&roses(:


and seventh thing I hate the most that you do-
..you make me love you.

birthday ytd ended w a bang.
THANK YOU all, for the endless wishes, msgs, calls, meetups and whatever not big and small.
really much appreciated. <33
kevin yr the most creative huh. lol thks btw.
okay so that marked the end of the supposed special day :\

nothing special, no partying no clubbing cus i still hv lotsa shit to do plus my work. ugh.
but srsly, was the most demanding day since years.
the number of times i've went out and came home, to meet different groups of people, could prolly spar with the extent of action pack in Quantum of Solace.
nth to complain abt being busy, just that it was badly slapped with fatigue, which almost drove me nuts.
BUTBUT it was worth it. teehee

okay anw basket.
canon- still ground zero. and its pissing me off so much that i could kill. wts.
so i'll get it settled by tmw hopefully.
in the meantime shall catch sme sleep before the day that i'll start work, which requires me to wake up at what, 5.30am? bloody hell right. ):

gng out for my consultation ltr woohoo.
& finally the long awaited dental in mere 2 wks time. omgosh. which marks my liberation heheheehehehehehehe.
okay i gotta rush. laters.


10:35 AM

Friday, November 21, 2008



bag of pastries.


Okay, finally the blog is done. thanks enrico (:

Imma swim tmw before lunch.
& yes, i cant be more serious with adopting my crazy exercise regime.
i've been exercising almost every single day, since last friday?
applaud my determination, because even i've suprised myself.

i cant wait to execute more more more plans! but my body fails me ):
shucks i feel so worn every evening, smetimes i doubt i have enough reserves to even talk.
butbut i have so much more to do! and wtheck lately i've been searching high and low for some dumb garments for my work.
totally neglected my lovely clothes ): oh and cny clothes too. espesp with the upcoming year end sales zomg, which obviously means more people less clothes.
okay la but at least designs will be refreshed and hopefully increased reviewing of stocks.

i wanna go prawning.
i wanna get a new dye. bolder colour, since this one's fading soon i presume.
i wanna kbox.
i wanna see jj live gosh he's so freakin charming, with sucha beautiful voice ahhhh.

ohmygosh results out in months' time.


and basket my job's still on hold. omg la sophia lau, when will i knw if its confirmed? :x

anw i'll blog agn, with pictures soon enough, once i'm settled with the job and some other randoms.
managed to catch up with a number of people already. lovely.
but thr's still a number of matters i've yet to attend to. :\
okay i knw the blog skin may not the best, but im tooooo beat to revamp.


5:04 PM